Blog-worthy reminder...

Courtesy of Shannon over at Sweet Blessings:

"When I am consumed by my problems – stressed out by my life, my family, my job – I actually convey the belief that I think the circumstances are more important than God’s command to always rejoice. In other words, that I have a “right” to disobey God because of the magnitude of my responsibilities. Worry implies that we don’t quite trust that God is big enough, powerful enough, or loving enough to take care of what is happening in our lives. Stress says that the things we are involved in are important enough to merit our impatience, our lack of grace toward others, or our tight grip of control. Basically, these two behaviors communicate that it’s OK to sin and not trust God because the stuff in my life is somehow exceptional. Both worry and stress reek of arrogance. They declare our tendency to forget that we’ve been forgiven, that our lives here are brief, that we are headed to a place where we won’t be lonely, afraid, or hurt ever again, and that in the context of God’s strength, our problems are small, indeed. Why are we so quick to forget God? Who do we think we are?"
                                                                        Crazy Love by Francis Chan

The "phase of life" that I have been experiencing hasn't been a very pretty one. Ask those around me, I am quite the debbie downer/complainer these days. I am very aware of how weak I am in faith, and it's quite a hard realization to battle. This excerpt was such a striking reminder of what it means to rest our faith in God.

I needed to see this. I hope it serves a purpose for you as well!


This, that, and the other.

(courtesy of: masika wa)

I have been feeling very convicted lately in terms of passing judgment. I'm tired of the wasted conversation spent criticizing other people, instead of loving them. This is something I really need to focus prayer on.

In other news, I'm finding that change is something I am yearning for on every level. I have always been one to grow tired of life's routine. I crave spontaneity, adventure, and opportunities to learn. I feel as though we are surrounded by beauty but rarely take the time to explore and envelop ourselves in it. This coming year I will be changing my living arrangements to work on saving up for a few trips outside of the U.S. This is something I have always wanted to do and refuse to just talk about. Time to take action.

I am preparing for my second year of teaching, and boy am I excited (but very nervous). Lots of changes have gone down in terms of the structure of our school and my team. I'm anxious to see how this year will go. I just pray that I have grown enough to help my students make larger gains. 

Have I mentioned how much I LOVE Pinterest? I suppose it also has helped light the fire for change in my life. Feel free to follow me here!

Updates on my room coming later this week! Tomorrow is day 1 of facing the chaos! :)

"Let the rain come down, tonight."

Sometimes solitude is very soul fulfilling.

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Well folks, there are great things happening in the blogosphere!
1. A $20 gift card giveaway over at Target Treasures. Saweet!
2. Little Literacy Learners has a one year membership to Graphics Factory! ONE WHOLE YEAR!  

I'll be posting later this week about the lovely items crossed off of my to-do list! 
Summer sure is flying by!

Favorite fonts & 10 Things About Me!

Well all, in an effort to keep my mind busy I figured I would join in on my first linky parties. Today was a difficult day as Lovebug was admitted into Children's Mercy due to a spiked fever, dehydration, and difficulty feeding. She is doing MUCH better now, and we're praying for a full recovery by Friday.

SO- onto the fun stuff. Finally in First has been having a great linky party about favorite fonts! I've been a fan of discovering new (and might I mention FREE) fonts for awhile now. Here are a few of my favorites:


Top Ten Things to Know About Me:
10. I could eat ice cream every single night.
9. I am ecstatic that I can be Auntie Naenae to such a beautiful little lovebug.
8. Ever since kindergarten, I planned on being a teacher.
7. Love me some 80's movies.
6. I had a puppy named Charlie for 4 days. Miss him, but he's a happy & spoiled pup now!
5. I LOVE my job, even when my kiddos drive me crazy.
4. I am not a happy camper when my upstairs neighbors are loud.
3. Sweet tea is a summer favorite of mine.
2. I don't rely on caffeine so much as I do skittles during the school year.
1. I'm still learning this whole blogosphere bit, so feel free to offer tips! 

Thanks Mrs. Owens! She is also offering a fantastic giveaway: an "All in One Organizer!" What teacher wouldn't love such a great gift? :)

Meet Lovebug...


Hannah Renée Edwards 
5 lbs 15 ounces
18 3/4 inches

Check out that beautiful dark hair! 
She got the Asian genes that my sis and I were hoping for! :)

I'm so happy for my sister and brother-in law.
My sis did an AMAZING job after 28 hours of labor!!


I'm off to love on my little angel-of-a-niece some more!

"Our time is but a breath, so we better breathe it..."

                                                                    (courtesy of suzyhumanity)

Well folks, it's time to really lay it all out there so-to-speak. I feel the need to really let my voice be heard and share a bit of a very important story with you all. Be forewarned... this might be a bit lengthy.

Hm, let's see.. where should I start? I guess I should begin by telling you that I was raised in a very loving home centered around God and His love. I went to church every Sunday, took part in vacation bible school in the summer time, etc. I was always called little miss "encourager" and had a very positive outlook on life.
I knew something was changing in me during my years in Junior High, and then the real storm hit in high school. Suddenly I was left feeling hopeless and had lost all care for this supposed faith of mine. I really fell apart. I couldn't see the good in life and couldn't get my brain to leave me be. I hit rock bottom, and it was quite ugly... I have the marks to prove it.

I finally sought professional help my sophmore year of college after a crushing break-up sent me over the edge. I realized that if I didn't have the strength or motivation to get out of bed, I really needed to seek medical help. I had always hated the idea of medicating myself when so many people face challenges in life without the need for pills. It wasn't up to me anymore, though.

The medicine really did help, to my surprise. I found myself able to handle life and the roller coaster of emotions much better. There was still a void, though. Something just wasn't right.

This past year was quite a whirlwind. Another relationship came to a close, I began my career in teaching, moved out on my own for the first time, and my Grandpa passed away. I was definitely at another crossroads in life. Suddenly, one night while sitting by my Christmas tree, I found the desire to go pick a book up off the shelf: Captivating. Let me say that I had this book mailed to me years before, but had never felt the desire to read it. Wow. It hit me like a crashing wave... suddenly I had tears flooding down. "In love, he has to block her attempts until, wounded and aching, she turns to HIM and HIM ALONE for her rescue."

The adventure of discovering/renewing my faith is still very new. I am learning daily. Something I feel so excited to share is my recent decision, with His help, to get off my medication. I had gone a week or so before without it just by mistake, but recently I found myself not feeling the emotional lows without it. I prayed and prayed, and came to the decision that I no longer needed this medication. I'm learning to lay it all at His feet. 
I'm thankful for every low I've faced and every trial I've overcome with His love. I've learned that He was always there, just watching and waiting- loving me despite my determination to live life without Him. I'm blessed beyond words, and hope that this bit of honesty will offer some hope. 

I feel free and oh-so-ready to live.

"Summa, Summa, Summa-time..."



Phew. Just got home a couple days ago from tackling 50 miles over 3 days. It was such an exhilarating experience! Walking for such an important cause really put things into perspective!

Well, it's time for the summer to-do list!

1. Pool days with dear friends.
2. Tackle my work/classroom to-do list!
3. Craft, craft, craft.
4. Learn to make pottery.
5. Fit in a road-trip or two.
6. Eat lots of popsicles.
7. Get involved @ Redeemer.
8. Lessen Avoid make-up!
9. Read, read, read!

The list could go on! I'm so ready to keep busy doing all the things that summer has to offer!

Hope you all have similar lists of fun and relaxation!